To Be Or Not To Be

Well that's is my current status in FB... I've been thinking about it while in the office.. Sometimes with the current situation at work make me think shuld i continue to be a geologist as my career or not? Or should I stay at home taking care of my two lil' heroes? Basically, I'm enjoying myself doing what I like with my current job but due to the certain issues that involve with my career development and also on with the current situation in the office caused me headache for a while... To be honest.. I really love doing basin modeling a lot... seriously a lot ..  so much info or shuld i say..  lots of geological knowledge that I gain by performing the basin modeling works but with the current situation.. I need to follow the requirement of the system rather than ma own interest.. hu hu hu hu ... wow.. am i having a PMS  that caused mood swing for couple of days? hermm..

To Be or Not To Be...

Wah quite sometimes gak tak tulis pape in the blog. Totally bz handling the house chores n also works that need to be done in the office. I'm totally lost today at the office .. dun't know what is in my head.. i dun't like the feeling at all.. this is what I've been mention during the bonding session with my coach last 2 weeks.. Sometimes, i do need some that can remind me or in another word is ... make me awake!  hehe kan dah merapu...

I've just mop the house half n hour ago before start to online... and i plan to clean up my kitchen.. i.e basuh apa2 yg ada dlm sinki and thinking of lipat baju... iron baju for next week... and at the same time wanna read the material that i brought back from the office which I am suppose to complete the task by end of this week? Sunday maybe? huhuh alangkah bagus if masa tu more than 24 hours perday...  I felt guilty to my kids..  :( 
If i culd be supermom and at the same time be a successful career woman.. dat will be nice!  But in this real world .. i think it is impossible ...hermmm tak tau lah awat diriku membebel tonite.. maybe i juz me my other half who's totally away from me n the kids.. can't wait for him to come back nxt week.. I really salute to those ladies out there who has been in a long distance relationship with their partner.
In my case i think i shuld be thankful coz my other half is just away for 2 weeks offshore and 2 weeks holidays.. :)
Ayah... three of us miz u so much.....

abg Iman

Haris dlm walker...

New Year di Rawang

Wah sangat malas esk utk berkerja setelah bercuti 4 hari ok since hari khamis lepas till today. I have to take AL on last thursday because Kak Zura need to settle all her daughter's school fees.. Sort of cuti2 bersama2 anak2. We decided to balik kg which is located at Rawang.. hehe my Dad's house. Before heading to Rawang dropped by at my sis's place jap.. hermm almost 2 hours gak kehkehekeh... helping her buying ameda breastpump online thru Fabulous Mom's site. Then lepak2 for a while because my cousin Ida pun ada.. after solat Zuhur terus bertolak ke Rawang...

15 minit pertama... Haris dengan jaya nya menangis.. hhuhuhu.. tp lepas tu senyap.. while Iman baring kat seat blakang.. huhu sepatutnya should pakaikan talipinggan keledar tp kesian plak sbb dia nak tido baring... berdoa2 jugaklah sepanjang perjalanana agar permudahkan perjalan ke rumah Tok Papa hari tu...

All of us stayed at Tok Papa's house till saturday.. Lepak2 kat umah papa ..n me sempat gak mengurut.. last pantang hari tu tak sempat nak buat penutup.. hehheh not badan jugak lah nenek mun urut.. segar rasa badan.. Haris pun kena urut sikit ..rupenya.. his shoulder tersalah urat sikit kot.. nsb baik g mengurut .. kejap je pun nenek mun urut haris.. nenek pun told me.. baby urut kejap je.. tak leh lama2 mcm kita org dewasa..  :)

Hari ni dok umah jer.. tak g mana2... eventhough tak g mana.. still tak dapat kemas kan rumah 100%. Haris tak leh letak kat bawah.. asyik nagging.. huhu maybe asyik berkepit with me for almost 3 days ehh masuk hari 4 hari.. so tak mau pisah.. huhuh mcmana lah gamaknya esk ngan kak zura.. puas lah nak memujuk nanti esk.. huhu..

Here some latest pics of Haris & Iman that i took using my hp.. mungkin tak clear sangat..  :) cheers!!

Haris is wearing CD dari lunatot.. :)

Gmbr hari ni sblm demam.. huhuhu

Cloth Diaper & BB sling

Wah.. sudah lama tak memblog.. sejak hubby ku ke laut setiap 2 minggu menyebabkan rutin harian ku pun turut berubah.. When he is not around, i have to take care of the 2 little boys in the house. Agak kelam kabut gak dibuat nya espcially during weekand. Weekdays ok lagi because both of them pergi rumah Ibu Zura.

Actually i planned to visit my sista & my lil niece. But the weather is not ok at all.. it's raining outside .. it's hard to get to the car.. so just cancelled the trip and stay at home. While i'm blogging, Iman is trying to catch my attention my looking at family's photo and keep on asking question about the pics that he look.

Currently I'm into cloth diaper thing & also bb sling.. I had bought Haris 2 sets of baby genius CD which costly around rm80 each ok... After doing some research thru internet, i;ve realised that there're much cheaper CD i culd get for Haris. Huhuh .. Plan to get a few more for Haris, really can cut cost for Mamypoko & also Pet Pet..

Hooray!! We already reached 1K fans for Jumpsac BB sling in FB. Hopefully will get the 30% discount from Syazrina (owner of  JumpSac). Plan to get 2nd sling for Haris. I realised that it is so convenient to carry Haris in sling while shopping or walking with Iman at playground. Huhuhu.. confirm hubby geleng kepala if i get new one for Haris...

Lupe plak nak cerita.. i have bought Madela double pump in advanced one week after masuk office. Dah almost 1 months me using it.. and totally love it! Banyak membantu pump ni because i have to get at least 25 oz perday for Haris. Eventhough it's quite expensive but totally helps me alot ok.

Ok lah..need to stop writing.. can hear Haris is crying in my room. .. will continue later..

Ni dia madela pump yg telah dibeli... :)

Haris ada kaler hijau & biru.. baru ada 2.. nak tambah lagi collection .. 

Me wearing JumpSac BB sling .. Haris tgh layan tido ..

Luahan perasaan...

Hari ni Iman still lagi ada kat rumah. Kak Zura amik cuti lagi smpi today sbb her husband, Abg Mie addmited to Pantai Cheras for operation yesterday. Smlm kami anak beranak tolong hantarkan abg mie to hospital together ngan K.Zura. Me had just finished my lunch. Lunch hari ni goreng mee jer. Si Iman was asking for it tadi.. "Ibu nanti gorengkan mee ni yer.." showing to maggie mee yg dlm laci.. Hermm setelah siap segalanya.. hermm hasilnya tidak langsung dijamah oleh Iman. Dah agak dah that he will not touch his mee goreng because he was asking for susu sebelum tu.. Hermm.. but me still goreng gak sbb si adik, Haris tengah nyenyak tido.. so time ni lah nak masak simple, sbb kalau dah bangun.. hermm kena layan si Haris plak.

Me really respect to surirumah yg membesarkan anak yg ramai dulu2. Wondering mcmana yer diaorg bley uruskan segalanya? Ni anak baru dua orang pun dah kelam kabut. Huhuhu... Kekadang bila focus kat si Haris jer, tetiba rasa kesian plak kat my eldest son, Iman. Kekadang terlepas gak marah kat Iman. I knew that he was asking for my attention sebenarnya. Yer lah hubby kat offshore setiap dua minggu, mmg rasa bosan lah kot si Iman sbb tak da kawan nak bermain. That's why me keep sending him to rumah K.zura walaupun ada kat rumah with Haris. Bukannya apa, nak kasi Iman bermain2 dengan kengkawan dia. I can really see now, i mean today, asyik tgk tv jer.. and ajak turun bawah nak pergi playground. Harap2 lah petang ni tak hujan, dapat lah bawa Iman turun bawah g main kat playground kejap.
Bukannya tak layan Iman langsung, bila siang2 hari ni, nak kemas rumah lah, sapu rumah lah, basuh baju la... then bila Haris bangun tido jer.. nangis.. and nak lah fokus sikit kat Haris sbb tak smpi dua bulan lagi si Haris ni. Dapat luangkan masa ingan Iman bila malam when Haris dah tido or time2 petang bila Haris tido.. Sian anak Ibu ni kan, tapi Iman rajin sembang ngan adik dia and dodoikan Haris, tapi kena tengok jugak lah sebab kengkadang tak sengaja tertekan kuat sikit adik nya tu. :)
Tengkiu Iman sbb kekadang tolong ibu tgkkan Haris.. and Ibu minta maaf ya sbb kekadang terlepas marah kat Iman. Pape pun ibu sayang both of u!

  Gambar ni kat The Curve last sunday. Masa ni Iman demam panas .. tinggi gak, me cepat2 beli cool pack tampal kat dahi Iman. Turun gak panas dia sepanjang kami kat the curve. Disebabkan kesian kat Iman, demam hari tu, me pun bagi lah dia naik moto police ni.. bley tahan herganya... RM3 untuk 5 minit. Untuk Iman, ibu tak kisah, as long that you happy. Nnti bila ayah cuti, Iman ajak lah ayah datang sini.. bley naik moto or keta lagi.. hhehe..

Ni plak aksi Haris masa tido kat rumah K.Zura. First time bagi dia tido mengiring. Tengah2 sembang2 ngan K.Zura tetiba plak Haris pusingkan his badan.. Terkejut gak... Ganas sungguh anakku ini. Tak masuk 2 bulan lagi ni.. huhuhu.. Then at one time tu tetiba tukar side plak tido.. lame sangat kot mengiring ... penat .. terus tukar side..  So, sekarang ni pun siang2 me tido kan dia mengiring a bit and jegah2 gak.. takut tak bernafas plak anakku nanti. huhu.. 

Ok lah.. both of my sons pun dah tido. Time to kemas2 rumah sikit. Huhuh.. nak lelap gak kejap ni sementara boleh.. :)

Pengorbanan

Tonite me & kids will be sending hubby to Putrajaya ERL.. Hubby won't be with us for another 2 weeks.. tak pa lah.. dah kerja kan. 2 minggu yang lepas mmg pack our family xtvty. Hubby balik jer dari offshore on last two wednesday kami semua balik my hubby hometown kat Marang on the next day. G jeguk mak kat kampung. Spent almost 4 days jugak lah. Seronok Iman balik kampung sbb dapat jumpe his Ayah Su aka my lil brother in law. Habis rumah nenek dipusingnya... Perjalanan balik ke kampung hari tu took us almost 8 hours.. gara2 travel disiang hari. Iman muntah banyak kali. Most probably he had to sit in front kot. Yer lah kat belakang ada car seat Haris so tak leh nak turun kan passanger seat yg kat depan. He had to sleep menegak. Banyak kali muntah dibuat nya..  Nothing much we do kat kampung. Mmg xtvity melepak kat rumah. Sempat lah jugak g membeli kain batik sutera kat pasar payang. Hhehe.. normally we will go to stesen bas kat bandar to buy sutera tp this time me wanna buy kat pasar payang. Dapat lah  cekau 2 pasang mempow hubby terchenta. hhee.. thank you ayah for the present! hehehe... Rasa best plak berehat2 kat kampung.. almaklumlah dok kat bandar kan.. kekadang stress gak.

                                              Iman with nenek & haris kat pasar payang...

                                                                  Kat Pantai

Iman, Haris, Ayah Su & Nenek

Balik dari kampung jer spent 2 days kat Impiana KLCC sbb hubby ada course. So kami tido lah di hotel. Iman on the 1st day membuat onar dengan jayanya di dlm bilik while hubby attending the course. Mengamuk dlm bilik sbb bosan. Hermm puas memujuknya. Nsb baik on the next day nya dah boleh terima hakikat that Hubby went to attend the course. Sempat lah jugak g Pavilion jejln. hehhee..

KLCC

Then for the rest of weeks kiteorg just lepak2 jer kat rumah. Hubby buzy to settle hal2 rumah and also hal2 kereta. My kelisa dah tukar dah getah dekat pintu..so hopefully tak lah dengar bunyi angin berdesup2(betul ke perkataan ni??) bila bawa keta. Hehehe... Hubby tot nak send his car utk cat. But cancelled.. will be sending his car lagi dua minggu, balik dari offshore nanti.

Semalam the lil one, Haris telah membuat experiment dengan tidak menido kan diri seharian. He just take a nap kejap jer. Asyik nak pegang jer.. Serius tak leh wat keje lain langsung. Cuba menguji kesabaran Ibu yer Haris. Ibu tak kesah tp.. habis semua kerja rumah Ibu tak boleh buat, asyik pegang Haris jer. The result of his experiment yesterday cause him tido dengan jaya nya hari ni. He has been asleep dari kul 10am till now, almost 1pm. Huhuh.. kepenatan ya anak ibu.

Si abang, Iman g swimming pool ngan hubby. Betul2 menghabis kan masa yang ada hari ni with his beloved dad sebelum ayah g offhore ya Iman. Hermm.. minggu ni jugak the last week me cuti masa hubby offday. Nxt trip hubby balik, me dah start keje.. huhuh tak best plak. Eventhou hubby pergi meninggalkan kami selama 2 minggu ke offshore, tp dapat spend two weeks solid with hubby. Hermm not bad jugak lah kan.. Tak pe, semua ni untuk cari rezeki untuk anak2 jugak kan... Insya allah Ibu will try to take care both of u sebaik2nya ya Iman & Haris while ayah mencari rezeki kat laut. :)

Iman was locked in his room

Pagi tadi berlakulah insiden yg memang menakutkan bagi ibu2 dan ayah2. Iman terkunci dalam his own room. Pergh.. memang agak mengelabah jugaklah lah kan.. Bila pintu bilik tertutup jer I heard Iman tekan the kunci.. Then apa yg ditakuti terjadi.. Pintu mmg dah terkunci.. I asked him to pusing2 kan tombol pintu incase boleh terbukak balik.. then he started to cried and cakap Ibu tak boleh bukak pintu.. and started to scream. My reaction during that time .. ok calm down.. i thought that i kept all the kunci rumah dlm my drawer kat dalam bilik.. then i rushed to myroom and checked.. tak da.. Ok .... still dalam mood tenang walaupun Iman dah start menangis and keep on cakap 'Ibu bukak lah pintu ni.. '. I rushed to the other room.. hari tu me & hubby ada wat housekeeping sikit and i thought that all the kunci ada kat dalam box kat dlm the other room. Godek2 all the boxes.. tak da.. Ok.. me started to panic a bit. Datang plak idea to amik kad and tried to swipe the card dekat pintu.. ok... mcm hopeless jer.. At the same time me keep on asking Iman to pusing2 kan tombol pintu mana tau terbukak ke pintu. Still tak bley jugak. Then terus kal hubby kat offshore.. nsb baik he picked up the phone. I asked him kat mana all the kunci rumah.. and he said it's inside Iman's room.. waa.. terkejut gue kejap. Hubby asked me to call Abg Mie, Kak Zura's husband for help. Btw, Kak Zura is our pengasuh.. At the same time me keep on asking Iman to try pusing2 the tombol and tetiba terdengar bunyi yg mmg dinantikan.. pintu dah tak terkunci.. me terus buka pintu and peluk him. Rasa lega gila... and i told him not to tekan the kunci ever again if pintu bilik tertutup... Huhuh.. dat's the most pengalaman yg agak mengerikan for me as a mom... I'll be more carefull nxt time to watch my children after this..

My Iman Irfan

Malam ni sesi melayan cerita seram kat tv. Me, Iman & Yana dok melayan cerita Tower 13. Berani betul my son sorang ni.  Kami, Me &Yana puas ckp kat Iman malam ni ada cerita Hantu to avoid him to play Geng Pengembaraan Bermula untuk kali ke berapa tah..  Iman bila dengar jer cerita Hantu mmg excited sikit. Yana taught him to tutup muka dengan bantal kalau takut. Bila tiba part2 yg I think he should not watch it or part yg Iman rasa a bit takut, i ask him to cover his face with bantal. Bila dah cover his face dengan bantal, ayat yg paling best sekali keluar from his mouth ... 'Ibu, Iman tak nampak'..

Nak tergelak Me & Yana kejap. Yer lah.. dah lah part2 yg seram sikit tu mmg Iman cakap dia takut, tp still nak tgk gak. I don't mind if he wants to watch horror movie but with my supervision ar. Bila ada part2 yg I think not suitable for him to watch me cover his face with bantal.. hehe punya lah marah Iman sbb tak nampak wat they showed on tv.

Cepat betul masa berlalu.. tak sangka Iman dah 2 tahun 6 bulan. Me rasa mcm dah besar sangat Iman. He is such an adorable son... really. He is very talkative tak hengat nye.. Cakap macam budah 4 tahun.. padahal baru jer 2 tahun lebih. Sometimes tak terlayan dengan soalan2 cepumas from him.
Since dah dapat Haris ni, I'm trying my best to entertain Iman too.. Quite a tough job jugak lah. Pagi2 Iman will go to rumah Kak Zura. Yana will send him sekali terus g office. I will wake him up around 0630 and pujuk him to go to rumah Kak Zura. Spend a little time with him by hugging him and chat with him untuk kasi mood baik ke rumah Kak Zura. Then , bila petang if Haris tido I try my best to play and talk to Iman. Kak Zura told me that when she asked Iman, mana ibu. Ayat yg keluar dari Iman, Ibu dengan Haris...
Huhuh. that's why bila time Haris tido jer mmg i'll grap the opportunity untuk play with Iman and talk to him...

Dengan my Hubby plak 2 weeks offshore 2 weeks off, mmg agak terasa lah jugak Iman rasanya because normally his ayah lah yang akan bergurau secara 'ganas'..  Tak per.. nxt week my hubby will be off for 2 weeks.. So masa untuk meluangkan masa satu keluarga.. btw me will be 35 days by the time hubby back. So bley lah keluar jejalan.. hehhe.. :)

To my dearest Iman, Ibu loves you so much! :)

Tiring Day...

I have recieved my Slings Ring dari JumpSac. Hehhe .. memang ternanti2 kedatangan benda ni. Already tried with Haris but need to practice banyak kali so that tak lah mcm awkward kan nanti.. I will post it the pic bila dah berjaya ya. Actually plan to lipat all the bajus yg bertimbun tu kat dlm bakul, unfortunately.. I am so demn sleepy..... huk huk huk.. maybe because couple of days ago dok tido lewat jer...
Agak kurang menarik sikit tonite because my throat rasa mcm tak best... gatal gile and can't stop coughin like hell. huhuhu..
Ok lah .. wanna go sleep now.. adios...

Baby pouch & Slings Ring

Semalam Kak Long & Family datang visited us at home. Diaorg dari Alamanda so otw balik ke rumah diaorg, dropped by lah kejap tgh Haris. Yesterday sempat gak buat speggeti utk Iman..tp Iman makan punya la sikit.. frust betul..
Smlm dok sembang2 dengan Long... pasal baby's stuff.. Long plan nak breastfeedin her child bila dah deliver nanti.. I strongly bersetuju dgn Long. I will give her 100% support!. You go Sis!

I'm currently giving Haris 100% susu ibu. Me berdoa everyday agar susuku sentiasa ada dan cukup utk Haris. Me also merajinkan diri utk pump susu buat stock utk Haris bila start masuk keje balik this November.

I do agree with the fact that anak yg disusukan dengan susu badan akan lebih rapat dengan kita and antibodynya akan lebih kuat. Eventhough me tak dapat fully breasfeed Iman, tp me tetap bagi kat Iman bila weekand and setiap malam wpun disiang harinya lepas setahun Iman minum Enfagrow. Sekarang ni Iman dah 2 tahun 2 bulan... wpun notinya and eventhou kena marah ngan Ibu but me nampak he will always carik ibu balik .. Wpun ibu ni garang gak lah compare to his Ayah.

Ok, now Me tengah kemaruk dengan slings ring and baby pouch plak. My sis lah ni tunjukkan site her gud fren kak aneesa nye blog. Dah teruja plak nak beli this thing. Bukannye ape.. senang kalau nak wat kerja2 rumah sambil mengcarry Harris.
Banyak gak design2 yg menarik kat tp hehe harga diapun menarik. Memikirkan akan digunakan dengan lebih lama dan cofirm me have to carry Haris bila keluar sbb senang nak breastfeed, so I have make up my mind nak grap yer either the pouch or slings ring. Hehehe..

Here me attached the owner of the slings ring yg me plan to buy... hehhe cool tak? rasa mcm best jer sbb BB akan rasa secure bila rapat with his Ibu..

Tinggal Bertiga

Hari ni tinggal dengan Haris jer kat rumah. Pagi tadi Yana hantar Iman pergi rumah Ibu Zura... Starting today, 2 weeks hubby will be @ offshore. Tinggallah kami anak beranak sambil ditemani Yana kat rumah. That's y kena hantar Iman to rumah Kak Zura. Tak larat Den nak jaga dua2 budak yg comel2 ni kat rumah sementara tgh pantang ni.. Kalau dah habis pantang.. insya allah bley jer...

Haris still not feeling well. Still ada lagi flu nye and lil cough.. Cian ibu's lil prince... early in the morning jer bunyi snoring yg kuat.. huhuh pity my son. Harap2 by thursday.. he will be ok. if not me decided to bring him to see Dr Lim @ APSH this coming saturday.. Kecian becoz Haris baru jer 20 hari.. kecik lagi but already taking antibiotic due to the flu... Harap2 cepat sembuh ya Haris sayang... :)

Some Pics of Lil Haris... :)

2 weeks alreadi..

Sudah genap dua minggu already my lil Haris. Hehe.. Mcm tak percaya plak ek.. Hari ni hari last mak and all my inlaws kat kl. Flite diaorg balik ke KT malam ni.. Sunyi plak rumah nampaknya... Will tinggal Me,Hubby, Iman and Haris jer lah...
Si Haris tgh tido skrg ni... keletihan kot.. tido dlm playpan tak nyenyak..tido atas katil dlm bilik tak berbunyi langsung.. hehhe.

Everybody out to Alamanda after beraya kat rumah Kak Zura pg tadi. Hari terakhir bw mak g jejalan... Tinggal me and lil Haris kat rumah.. Tgh fikir nak masak ape hari ni for me.. hehe .. ingat nak wat ikan bilis +lada hitam jer.. hahha simple n ez.. which sebenarnya kinda of malas ..harhahr and tak de sgt bahan mentah kat rumah.

I've already asked kak zura masakkan me lauk ketika dalam pantang ni.. bukanya ape.. i have my own mission dlm pantang ni.. to fully breastfeed Haris... nak wat stock susu banyak2. So, kalau ada bahan basah banyak2 kat rumah mane nak letak all the stock kan? My fridge bukannya besar sgat pun.. This time mmg nak fully breastfeed Haris smpi 6 bulan and continue to bg smpi 2 taun mcm Iman. Kesian kat Iman sbb ms BB dah campur ngan formula.. almaklumlah anak pertama kan.. ilmu pasal breastfeedin ni kurang sikit... Tp Allhamdulillah dpt susu kan Iman smpi 2 taun wpun campur ngan susu formula. Malam mmg totally breastfeedin lah... And nak putus susu pun senang jer.. maybe ms tu Iman dah tau kot Ibu dia dok mengandungkan adik dia time tu..terus putus susu..

Smlm ada gak husha2 freezer dari mistral kat internet.. huk huk huk konon2nya kalau stock susu banyak giler.. ingat nak lah carik freezer satu utk stock susu ni... but the price was perghh RM800++ itu pun baca dlm some blog ada yg kate managed to get arouond RM600++ for the same model. Hermm kalau mmg stock susu banyak gile, ada gak plan nak get the feezer but the problem is... my rumah terlalu lah 'besar'giler kan.. dok atas langit ni... bukannye atas tanah. huhuhu...


Ok lah.. me nak g masuk dapur.. nak g wat ape2 yg patut.. giler perut lapa tak ingat ni.. tak lunch lagi.. huk huk huk....

Our New Family Members

Still not to late to wish Selamat Hari Raya to all my friends... :)
Wanted to wish welcome to our new family members.. Haris Irfan Mohd Syukri.. My son was born on 911.. :) 11 sept 2009 @ 6.53pm @ Ampang Puteri Specialist Hospital.. He was supposedly born on 22 Sept 09 but he was born 2 weeks earlier.. The most shocking thing is his weight was 3.98kg when entered to this world. Hik hik hik hik.. I can't believed myself too ..giving birth to almost 4kg baby ok.. Allhamdulillah... semuanya dipermudahkan olehNya..

Berpantang at my own house jer.. Raya pun di rumah jer.. But still happening because my mother in law and all my in laws semuanya turun KL.. My MIL turun utk tgk her 2nd cucu.. :) even my bro in law yg kat Labuan pun turun KL .. :)

Ok lah... tak tau nak tulis ape lagi.. will up date lagi yer.. :)

Here some pics of Haris..

Hari Sabtu di Rumah

Hari ni just lepak2 at home dgn Iman.. Actually thinking of going out tapi.. memandangkan perut ku ni.. huhuh tak jadi lah.. karang terkejar2 plak Iman nanti...
Next week will be 38 weeks for me... Hopefully baby won't come out at least till 39 weeks because by that time Hubby will be back from offshore.. tapi if dah ketentuanNya untuk keluar awal.. redha je lah.. Hopefully tak bad weather kat offshore.. kesian plak kat my hubby if bad weather minggu ni...
Nasib baik Iman tak banyak tanya pasal his ayah.. because we have already explained to him that Ayah kena pergi work kat laut for two weeks.

Yesterday went to Mas's house.. sepatutnya ala2 reunion with BBGS girls tp yg turn up smlm just me, Ein and Asyie.. but still ok gak sbb lame tak jumpe diaorg..
Dah lah tu... bila dah almost sampi umah Mas.. Iman muntah plak dalam keta.. waaa.. hbs my baju n his baju n seluar.. perghh.. Nsb baik ada bawa baju xtra Iman dalam bag except tak de seluar. While me luckly mmg dah standby bag utk dibawa ke hospital incase tetiba dah time to deliver... Smpi jer umah Mas mandi kan Iman and terpaksa pinjam seluar niece Mas. Stay at Mas's house till 11 pm. Then terus balik...

Dugaan ..

I have been admitted to Ampang Puteri Hospital last Thursday due to bronchitis.. hukhuk.. or also known as asma kot? Huk huk huk.. Tak pernah sepanjang hidup ni ada asma but this time maybe due to lame sangat batuk and selsema caused it kot...
Just imagine.. batuk mlm dengan sarat mengandung nyer.. perghh.. mmg dugaan betullah.. smpi ada satu tahap tu me terlelap smbil duduk... and kekadang tu bila batuk kuat sgt mlm2 smpi mengalir air mata.. sbb lame sangat batuk smpi muscle kat blkg sebelah kiri bengkak.. huhuhu...

Terasa mmg lemah giler badan... susah nak nafas.. mcm tak puas nafas.. bile nafas jer.. batuk.. perghh mmg baru tau lah mcm ni rasanye org kena asma yer..
Me was under Dr Wahab observation maser kat APSH... he told me that if my asma mmg ada lagi quite susah for me to deliver normal because not enough nafas to push my baby out. well.. that's the scariest part ok.... Me kalau bley nak deliver normal...
Luckly Dr Wahab released me yesterday and bagi MC for 3 days till Wednesday.. and on wednesday me have to see him at APSH.. Hopefully me will recovery from bronchitis ms tu.. insya allah...

While on the 6th plak me ada appointment with Dr Ashar for my monthly check up... harap2 my bb sihat ... :) nxt week will be 33 weeks for me... another 5 weeks to go.. if bb keluar mcm abg Iman end of 38 weeks.. :)

Moga2 bayi dalam kandungan ni sihat and membesar sempurna dan selamat dilahirkan ke dunia ni like his brother, Iman Irfan... Amin... :)

Batuk...

Today i'm on MC. Had a bad cough last nite smpi tak bley tido... At one time i woke up nangis sbb sakit sangat batuk and tak bley tido langsung.. Smpikan my hubby tolong sapukan vicks kat blkg badan. Dah almost 3 weeks dah batuk ni. Yg paling tak tahan because i'm 31 weeks pregnant jer... everytime batuk.. dengan perut2 tegang... huhuh... Dah makan the antibiotics... ubat selsema.. ubat batuk... ubat kahak... tp tak jalan jugak. Dat's why today decided to see Dr Balbinder balik.. Thinkin of going to APSH tp takut kena tahan hospital plak..
Spmi jer kat klinik Dr Balbinder quite suprised because me still tak baik2 lagi batuk.. so when he checked my lung.. dia kate mcm dah bunyi2 asthma plak.. terus suruh amik nebulizer.. mmg lepas amik je benda ni..rasa lega gile nak nafas... huhuhu..
Balik dari klinik terus g tapau nasi kat kedai mamak and had brunch at home around 11am.. then terus pengsan.. mengqada balik tidur ku...
Huhuhuh mmg tough gak 2nd pregnancy kali ni.. harap2 .. my baby selamat dilahirkan ke dunia ni bulan semilan ni.. :)

Kehilanganmu amat dirasai...

Today dah almost 2 weeks arwah my father-in-law passed away. Agak terasa kehilangan ayah (panggilan kepada my father-in-law). Arwah ayah meninggal disebabkan kanser. The growth of the cancer totally fast. Roughly setahun jugak lah kanser ni exist.
Eventhough baru tiga tahun lebih kenal ayah, but kehilangan ayah betul2 membuatkan me feel sedih. I will always remember ayah as seorang yg amat tegas but baik hati, caring... Still remember the first time when i went to my hubby's house selepas sesi perkenalan ayah&mak with my family, I didn't feel as a stranger at all. Ayah & mak treat me as their daughter. Tak rasa kekok pun nak bersembang ngan ayah & mak eventhough baru je kenal.

Sepanjang 3 tahun perkahwinan me, ayah & mak selalu jugak turun KL especially lepas ayah pencen dari pengetua. Kalau cuti sekolah mmg tak sah tak turun KL. Ayah totally closed with my son, Iman. Setiap kali we went back to kampung, Iman cepat rapat with ayah. Dengan nenek, lambat sikit. Yer lah, arwah ayah selalu bawa Iman pagi2 tengok ayam, beruk, jalan-jalan sekitar kg...

Sepanjang arwah ayah sakit, mak lah yang setia menjaga ayah. Dari sebelum ayah potong kaki kiri to reduced his pain smpi lah sehingga ayah meninggal dunia. I really salute mak for her patient and i do hope i can be isteri solehah like mak too.. Mak tak kisah pun tido kat hospital sepanjang ayah di hospital. Kami yang anak-anak ni yang risau akan kesihatan mak while taking care of ayah at hospital.

I really gonna miss ayah so much... He always give a good adviced bila berbual2 dengan ayah. I still can't forget how happy he was when he saw Iman at the hospital one week before he left all of us...

Ok, i'm gonna stop here .. :(

Semoga arwah ayah diletak dalam golongan orang-orang yg beriman... Al- Fatihah....

Part II

Dah lame tak update my Blog. Tak sempat nak continue my story about our trip to Perth. Ok lah.. let me make a conclusion about out family trip to Perth. It was fun... dapat bercuti2 bersama2 my beloved hubby & son. We didn't really explore Perth. Kalau nak diikutkan.. trip ni consider trip Iman lah jugak...
Can't really ikut sangat our plan because travel with little kid ni mmg mencabar sikit. We have to follow Iman's mood lah jugak.. Kalau tak.. mmg meragam.. n lagi susah me tgh2 pregnanti 5 bulan mase tu plak.
We went to the beaches.. all the playground mmg cool! tak de vandalisme langsung ok.. rasanya if kat Msia confirm playground tu dah rosak2 dah.. hehe.. Iman mmg seronok giler dpat main kat playground.. :)
Hermm ape lagi yer.. we went to Canversham Park.. quite cool gak.. then pusing2 kat area Fremantle.. and went for shopping at Perth City.. tak ingat plak name tmpt shopping tu... uhuhuh..
So.. nak ikut kan .. we had a fun trip to Perth.. dapat spent time with my family setelah penat2 bekerja kan...

Hari Pertama Di Perth

We went to Perth on 2nd May @ 0000 hrs (kalau tak silap). Nsb baik travel mlm at least Iman mmg tido lah all the way to Perth. Arrived @ Perth International Airport dlm 0530 hrs gak lah.. Went thru the immigration and custom smoothly.. walaupun kena rampas tuna mayonis cap ayam yg dibawa dari KL kononnya nak buat breakfast pagi tu.. terlupa plak.. yg mmg tak boleh bawa masuk pape dairy product or pape yg berkaitan ngan animal2 product ni to Oz.. Nsb baik Enfagrow Iman tak kena rampas.. hehe berguna gak baca2 blog ni.. walaupun ada je yg kena rampas dairy product eventhough dah declare dlm form. Yang paling suspen sekali masa scan bag yg kiteorg letak pampers iman untuk stock seminggu.. Tak tahulah mcmana rupenye bila scan bag tu.. glow2 kot.. Smpi custom officer tu siap tanya kiteorg lagi betul ke kiteorg yg pack bag tu.. kiteorg tau tak ape barang yg contain dlm bag tu.. mula2 cuak gak lah me n hubby. Sbb mmg kiteorg tau ape dlm bag , pampers iman utk seminggu.. bila buka je bag mmg confirm pampers.. Hehehe.. custom officer tu baik sebenarnye.. dia just bg tau kiteorg that is the normal procedure if diaorg nmpk benda2 yg pelik while scanning all the bags.

After went thru the custom, then kiteorg decided to take taxi nak pergi to our apartment kat Fremantle. Cuaca masa kat luar airport, mak ai .. bley tahan sejuk nya. Mengigil iman bila keluar dari aiport to taxi. The journey to our apartment took us around 45 minutes rasanya.. sepi je pagi tu almaklumlah kiteorg smpi hari sabtu.

Smpi je our apartment around 0715 hrs. Tuan rumah, Tracey& Craig mmg tengah tunggu kiteorg. Both of them mmg lovely. They ask us to use all bahan2 yg ada kat dapur. They even provided us with fresh milk and some cookies.. Then they just leave us once they give us the keys. Overall, the apartment was fantastic.. actually mcm studio je rumah yg kiteorg sewa.. but quite big jugak lah... semua nya ada.. :)

After letak all the barang2 then hubby decided pergi Fremantle market to find some food and breakfast.. Maklumlah.. smpi pun pagi.. and mmg tak de benda makan pape pun kat umah. Actually from our house to the fremantle market mmg dekat sangat.. walking distance gak lah..

We had tuna sandwich and crossaint for our breakfast @ capuccino street.. tmpt famous gak kat fremantle ni.. then tour around the fremantle market and grab some buah-buahan sikit and some roti utk stock kat rumah. Sempat lah jugak pusing2 kat area2 Fremantle ni. After pusing2 kiteorg decided balik ke umah. Pengsan gak kejap kat rumah smpi petang. :)

Then petang tu kiteorg decided to do some groceries shopping utk stock makanan seminggu. Luckly, Tracey left us with a map that shows us the location of the supermarket that we can do food hunting. Hehehhe.
We went to Woolworth aka mcm coldstorage lah jugak.. Beli lah barang2 utk dimasak.. Telur kat sini quite expensive.. hukhuk around AUS3 utk 12 biji... sbb tak ada daging halal kat sini..so just beli lah telur.. then cari frozen fish, squid and a few barang2 yg bley di masak kat rumah.. Lepas je tu terus menapak balik ke rumah. Huhuhu rumah kiteorg sewa ni consider atas bukit.. so mmg penat giler nak balik ke umah. Tak lah jauh mane pun dari bandar Fremantle ke umah kiteorg.. tp nak mendaki bukit tu.. mak aii.. mmg tido awal kiteorg mlm tu sbb kepenatan.. :)

Masa utk bercuti...

Dah lama betul tak update pape in the blog. Been very busy..dah almost 1 1/2 months with various kind of benda yg jadi.
Our beloved son dah 2 tahun dah, last month.... Sorry Iman, ibu n ayah tak sempat pun nak celebrate with u. I've planned to buat makan2 to invite my sista n my dad.. tp sbb banyak sangat benda yg berlaku for the past one month, semuanya tergendala.

My father-in-law went for a major operation last month, on 16th April. He had to lost his left leg due to the malignant scarcoma (betul ke ni..). A kinda of cancer jugak lah.
My husband dok berulang alik to his hometown quite often sblum ayah went for the operation. Then, middle of april kiteorg g husm, kubang kerian plak sbb ayah was admitted there. sort of every weekand mmg kiteorg tak de kat kl langsung pun. Kesian gak kat my hubby sbb dok berulang-alik from KL-KB.. tapi me never herd of him to merungut2 pun eventhou i knew that he's tired because travelling from KL-KB.
Really bersyukur dapat husband yg baik and very bertanggungjawab ni..

Tonite we will heading to Western Oz for cuti2 sebelum bermula kerja2 yg berlambak kat opis lepas ni.. semuga perjalanan kami diberkati oleh Nya dan semoga kami sekeluarga selamat tiba di Perth.