To Be Or Not To Be

Well that's is my current status in FB... I've been thinking about it while in the office.. Sometimes with the current situation at work make me think shuld i continue to be a geologist as my career or not? Or should I stay at home taking care of my two lil' heroes? Basically, I'm enjoying myself doing what I like with my current job but due to the certain issues that involve with my career development and also on with the current situation in the office caused me headache for a while... To be honest.. I really love doing basin modeling a lot... seriously a lot ..  so much info or shuld i say..  lots of geological knowledge that I gain by performing the basin modeling works but with the current situation.. I need to follow the requirement of the system rather than ma own interest.. hu hu hu hu ... wow.. am i having a PMS  that caused mood swing for couple of days? hermm..

Tiring Day...

I have recieved my Slings Ring dari JumpSac. Hehhe .. memang ternanti2 kedatangan benda ni. Already tried with Haris but need to practice banyak kali so that tak lah mcm awkward kan nanti.. I will post it the pic bila dah berjaya ya. Actually plan to lipat all the bajus yg bertimbun tu kat dlm bakul, unfortunately.. I am so demn sleepy..... huk huk huk.. maybe because couple of days ago dok tido lewat jer...
Agak kurang menarik sikit tonite because my throat rasa mcm tak best... gatal gile and can't stop coughin like hell. huhuhu..
Ok lah .. wanna go sleep now.. adios...

2 weeks alreadi..

Sudah genap dua minggu already my lil Haris. Hehe.. Mcm tak percaya plak ek.. Hari ni hari last mak and all my inlaws kat kl. Flite diaorg balik ke KT malam ni.. Sunyi plak rumah nampaknya... Will tinggal Me,Hubby, Iman and Haris jer lah...
Si Haris tgh tido skrg ni... keletihan kot.. tido dlm playpan tak nyenyak..tido atas katil dlm bilik tak berbunyi langsung.. hehhe.

Everybody out to Alamanda after beraya kat rumah Kak Zura pg tadi. Hari terakhir bw mak g jejalan... Tinggal me and lil Haris kat rumah.. Tgh fikir nak masak ape hari ni for me.. hehe .. ingat nak wat ikan bilis +lada hitam jer.. hahha simple n ez.. which sebenarnya kinda of malas ..harhahr and tak de sgt bahan mentah kat rumah.

I've already asked kak zura masakkan me lauk ketika dalam pantang ni.. bukanya ape.. i have my own mission dlm pantang ni.. to fully breastfeed Haris... nak wat stock susu banyak2. So, kalau ada bahan basah banyak2 kat rumah mane nak letak all the stock kan? My fridge bukannya besar sgat pun.. This time mmg nak fully breastfeed Haris smpi 6 bulan and continue to bg smpi 2 taun mcm Iman. Kesian kat Iman sbb ms BB dah campur ngan formula.. almaklumlah anak pertama kan.. ilmu pasal breastfeedin ni kurang sikit... Tp Allhamdulillah dpt susu kan Iman smpi 2 taun wpun campur ngan susu formula. Malam mmg totally breastfeedin lah... And nak putus susu pun senang jer.. maybe ms tu Iman dah tau kot Ibu dia dok mengandungkan adik dia time tu..terus putus susu..

Smlm ada gak husha2 freezer dari mistral kat internet.. huk huk huk konon2nya kalau stock susu banyak giler.. ingat nak lah carik freezer satu utk stock susu ni... but the price was perghh RM800++ itu pun baca dlm some blog ada yg kate managed to get arouond RM600++ for the same model. Hermm kalau mmg stock susu banyak gile, ada gak plan nak get the feezer but the problem is... my rumah terlalu lah 'besar'giler kan.. dok atas langit ni... bukannye atas tanah. huhuhu...


Ok lah.. me nak g masuk dapur.. nak g wat ape2 yg patut.. giler perut lapa tak ingat ni.. tak lunch lagi.. huk huk huk....

Dugaan ..

I have been admitted to Ampang Puteri Hospital last Thursday due to bronchitis.. hukhuk.. or also known as asma kot? Huk huk huk.. Tak pernah sepanjang hidup ni ada asma but this time maybe due to lame sangat batuk and selsema caused it kot...
Just imagine.. batuk mlm dengan sarat mengandung nyer.. perghh.. mmg dugaan betullah.. smpi ada satu tahap tu me terlelap smbil duduk... and kekadang tu bila batuk kuat sgt mlm2 smpi mengalir air mata.. sbb lame sangat batuk smpi muscle kat blkg sebelah kiri bengkak.. huhuhu...

Terasa mmg lemah giler badan... susah nak nafas.. mcm tak puas nafas.. bile nafas jer.. batuk.. perghh mmg baru tau lah mcm ni rasanye org kena asma yer..
Me was under Dr Wahab observation maser kat APSH... he told me that if my asma mmg ada lagi quite susah for me to deliver normal because not enough nafas to push my baby out. well.. that's the scariest part ok.... Me kalau bley nak deliver normal...
Luckly Dr Wahab released me yesterday and bagi MC for 3 days till Wednesday.. and on wednesday me have to see him at APSH.. Hopefully me will recovery from bronchitis ms tu.. insya allah...

While on the 6th plak me ada appointment with Dr Ashar for my monthly check up... harap2 my bb sihat ... :) nxt week will be 33 weeks for me... another 5 weeks to go.. if bb keluar mcm abg Iman end of 38 weeks.. :)

Moga2 bayi dalam kandungan ni sihat and membesar sempurna dan selamat dilahirkan ke dunia ni like his brother, Iman Irfan... Amin... :)

Batuk...

Today i'm on MC. Had a bad cough last nite smpi tak bley tido... At one time i woke up nangis sbb sakit sangat batuk and tak bley tido langsung.. Smpikan my hubby tolong sapukan vicks kat blkg badan. Dah almost 3 weeks dah batuk ni. Yg paling tak tahan because i'm 31 weeks pregnant jer... everytime batuk.. dengan perut2 tegang... huhuh... Dah makan the antibiotics... ubat selsema.. ubat batuk... ubat kahak... tp tak jalan jugak. Dat's why today decided to see Dr Balbinder balik.. Thinkin of going to APSH tp takut kena tahan hospital plak..
Spmi jer kat klinik Dr Balbinder quite suprised because me still tak baik2 lagi batuk.. so when he checked my lung.. dia kate mcm dah bunyi2 asthma plak.. terus suruh amik nebulizer.. mmg lepas amik je benda ni..rasa lega gile nak nafas... huhuhu..
Balik dari klinik terus g tapau nasi kat kedai mamak and had brunch at home around 11am.. then terus pengsan.. mengqada balik tidur ku...
Huhuhuh mmg tough gak 2nd pregnancy kali ni.. harap2 .. my baby selamat dilahirkan ke dunia ni bulan semilan ni.. :)