Tinggal Bertiga

Hari ni tinggal dengan Haris jer kat rumah. Pagi tadi Yana hantar Iman pergi rumah Ibu Zura... Starting today, 2 weeks hubby will be @ offshore. Tinggallah kami anak beranak sambil ditemani Yana kat rumah. That's y kena hantar Iman to rumah Kak Zura. Tak larat Den nak jaga dua2 budak yg comel2 ni kat rumah sementara tgh pantang ni.. Kalau dah habis pantang.. insya allah bley jer...

Haris still not feeling well. Still ada lagi flu nye and lil cough.. Cian ibu's lil prince... early in the morning jer bunyi snoring yg kuat.. huhuh pity my son. Harap2 by thursday.. he will be ok. if not me decided to bring him to see Dr Lim @ APSH this coming saturday.. Kecian becoz Haris baru jer 20 hari.. kecik lagi but already taking antibiotic due to the flu... Harap2 cepat sembuh ya Haris sayang... :)

Some Pics of Lil Haris... :)

2 weeks alreadi..

Sudah genap dua minggu already my lil Haris. Hehe.. Mcm tak percaya plak ek.. Hari ni hari last mak and all my inlaws kat kl. Flite diaorg balik ke KT malam ni.. Sunyi plak rumah nampaknya... Will tinggal Me,Hubby, Iman and Haris jer lah...
Si Haris tgh tido skrg ni... keletihan kot.. tido dlm playpan tak nyenyak..tido atas katil dlm bilik tak berbunyi langsung.. hehhe.

Everybody out to Alamanda after beraya kat rumah Kak Zura pg tadi. Hari terakhir bw mak g jejalan... Tinggal me and lil Haris kat rumah.. Tgh fikir nak masak ape hari ni for me.. hehe .. ingat nak wat ikan bilis +lada hitam jer.. hahha simple n ez.. which sebenarnya kinda of malas ..harhahr and tak de sgt bahan mentah kat rumah.

I've already asked kak zura masakkan me lauk ketika dalam pantang ni.. bukanya ape.. i have my own mission dlm pantang ni.. to fully breastfeed Haris... nak wat stock susu banyak2. So, kalau ada bahan basah banyak2 kat rumah mane nak letak all the stock kan? My fridge bukannya besar sgat pun.. This time mmg nak fully breastfeed Haris smpi 6 bulan and continue to bg smpi 2 taun mcm Iman. Kesian kat Iman sbb ms BB dah campur ngan formula.. almaklumlah anak pertama kan.. ilmu pasal breastfeedin ni kurang sikit... Tp Allhamdulillah dpt susu kan Iman smpi 2 taun wpun campur ngan susu formula. Malam mmg totally breastfeedin lah... And nak putus susu pun senang jer.. maybe ms tu Iman dah tau kot Ibu dia dok mengandungkan adik dia time tu..terus putus susu..

Smlm ada gak husha2 freezer dari mistral kat internet.. huk huk huk konon2nya kalau stock susu banyak giler.. ingat nak lah carik freezer satu utk stock susu ni... but the price was perghh RM800++ itu pun baca dlm some blog ada yg kate managed to get arouond RM600++ for the same model. Hermm kalau mmg stock susu banyak gile, ada gak plan nak get the feezer but the problem is... my rumah terlalu lah 'besar'giler kan.. dok atas langit ni... bukannye atas tanah. huhuhu...


Ok lah.. me nak g masuk dapur.. nak g wat ape2 yg patut.. giler perut lapa tak ingat ni.. tak lunch lagi.. huk huk huk....

Our New Family Members

Still not to late to wish Selamat Hari Raya to all my friends... :)
Wanted to wish welcome to our new family members.. Haris Irfan Mohd Syukri.. My son was born on 911.. :) 11 sept 2009 @ 6.53pm @ Ampang Puteri Specialist Hospital.. He was supposedly born on 22 Sept 09 but he was born 2 weeks earlier.. The most shocking thing is his weight was 3.98kg when entered to this world. Hik hik hik hik.. I can't believed myself too ..giving birth to almost 4kg baby ok.. Allhamdulillah... semuanya dipermudahkan olehNya..

Berpantang at my own house jer.. Raya pun di rumah jer.. But still happening because my mother in law and all my in laws semuanya turun KL.. My MIL turun utk tgk her 2nd cucu.. :) even my bro in law yg kat Labuan pun turun KL .. :)

Ok lah... tak tau nak tulis ape lagi.. will up date lagi yer.. :)

Here some pics of Haris..

Hari Sabtu di Rumah

Hari ni just lepak2 at home dgn Iman.. Actually thinking of going out tapi.. memandangkan perut ku ni.. huhuh tak jadi lah.. karang terkejar2 plak Iman nanti...
Next week will be 38 weeks for me... Hopefully baby won't come out at least till 39 weeks because by that time Hubby will be back from offshore.. tapi if dah ketentuanNya untuk keluar awal.. redha je lah.. Hopefully tak bad weather kat offshore.. kesian plak kat my hubby if bad weather minggu ni...
Nasib baik Iman tak banyak tanya pasal his ayah.. because we have already explained to him that Ayah kena pergi work kat laut for two weeks.

Yesterday went to Mas's house.. sepatutnya ala2 reunion with BBGS girls tp yg turn up smlm just me, Ein and Asyie.. but still ok gak sbb lame tak jumpe diaorg..
Dah lah tu... bila dah almost sampi umah Mas.. Iman muntah plak dalam keta.. waaa.. hbs my baju n his baju n seluar.. perghh.. Nsb baik ada bawa baju xtra Iman dalam bag except tak de seluar. While me luckly mmg dah standby bag utk dibawa ke hospital incase tetiba dah time to deliver... Smpi jer umah Mas mandi kan Iman and terpaksa pinjam seluar niece Mas. Stay at Mas's house till 11 pm. Then terus balik...

Dugaan ..

I have been admitted to Ampang Puteri Hospital last Thursday due to bronchitis.. hukhuk.. or also known as asma kot? Huk huk huk.. Tak pernah sepanjang hidup ni ada asma but this time maybe due to lame sangat batuk and selsema caused it kot...
Just imagine.. batuk mlm dengan sarat mengandung nyer.. perghh.. mmg dugaan betullah.. smpi ada satu tahap tu me terlelap smbil duduk... and kekadang tu bila batuk kuat sgt mlm2 smpi mengalir air mata.. sbb lame sangat batuk smpi muscle kat blkg sebelah kiri bengkak.. huhuhu...

Terasa mmg lemah giler badan... susah nak nafas.. mcm tak puas nafas.. bile nafas jer.. batuk.. perghh mmg baru tau lah mcm ni rasanye org kena asma yer..
Me was under Dr Wahab observation maser kat APSH... he told me that if my asma mmg ada lagi quite susah for me to deliver normal because not enough nafas to push my baby out. well.. that's the scariest part ok.... Me kalau bley nak deliver normal...
Luckly Dr Wahab released me yesterday and bagi MC for 3 days till Wednesday.. and on wednesday me have to see him at APSH.. Hopefully me will recovery from bronchitis ms tu.. insya allah...

While on the 6th plak me ada appointment with Dr Ashar for my monthly check up... harap2 my bb sihat ... :) nxt week will be 33 weeks for me... another 5 weeks to go.. if bb keluar mcm abg Iman end of 38 weeks.. :)

Moga2 bayi dalam kandungan ni sihat and membesar sempurna dan selamat dilahirkan ke dunia ni like his brother, Iman Irfan... Amin... :)

Batuk...

Today i'm on MC. Had a bad cough last nite smpi tak bley tido... At one time i woke up nangis sbb sakit sangat batuk and tak bley tido langsung.. Smpikan my hubby tolong sapukan vicks kat blkg badan. Dah almost 3 weeks dah batuk ni. Yg paling tak tahan because i'm 31 weeks pregnant jer... everytime batuk.. dengan perut2 tegang... huhuh... Dah makan the antibiotics... ubat selsema.. ubat batuk... ubat kahak... tp tak jalan jugak. Dat's why today decided to see Dr Balbinder balik.. Thinkin of going to APSH tp takut kena tahan hospital plak..
Spmi jer kat klinik Dr Balbinder quite suprised because me still tak baik2 lagi batuk.. so when he checked my lung.. dia kate mcm dah bunyi2 asthma plak.. terus suruh amik nebulizer.. mmg lepas amik je benda ni..rasa lega gile nak nafas... huhuhu..
Balik dari klinik terus g tapau nasi kat kedai mamak and had brunch at home around 11am.. then terus pengsan.. mengqada balik tidur ku...
Huhuhuh mmg tough gak 2nd pregnancy kali ni.. harap2 .. my baby selamat dilahirkan ke dunia ni bulan semilan ni.. :)

Kehilanganmu amat dirasai...

Today dah almost 2 weeks arwah my father-in-law passed away. Agak terasa kehilangan ayah (panggilan kepada my father-in-law). Arwah ayah meninggal disebabkan kanser. The growth of the cancer totally fast. Roughly setahun jugak lah kanser ni exist.
Eventhough baru tiga tahun lebih kenal ayah, but kehilangan ayah betul2 membuatkan me feel sedih. I will always remember ayah as seorang yg amat tegas but baik hati, caring... Still remember the first time when i went to my hubby's house selepas sesi perkenalan ayah&mak with my family, I didn't feel as a stranger at all. Ayah & mak treat me as their daughter. Tak rasa kekok pun nak bersembang ngan ayah & mak eventhough baru je kenal.

Sepanjang 3 tahun perkahwinan me, ayah & mak selalu jugak turun KL especially lepas ayah pencen dari pengetua. Kalau cuti sekolah mmg tak sah tak turun KL. Ayah totally closed with my son, Iman. Setiap kali we went back to kampung, Iman cepat rapat with ayah. Dengan nenek, lambat sikit. Yer lah, arwah ayah selalu bawa Iman pagi2 tengok ayam, beruk, jalan-jalan sekitar kg...

Sepanjang arwah ayah sakit, mak lah yang setia menjaga ayah. Dari sebelum ayah potong kaki kiri to reduced his pain smpi lah sehingga ayah meninggal dunia. I really salute mak for her patient and i do hope i can be isteri solehah like mak too.. Mak tak kisah pun tido kat hospital sepanjang ayah di hospital. Kami yang anak-anak ni yang risau akan kesihatan mak while taking care of ayah at hospital.

I really gonna miss ayah so much... He always give a good adviced bila berbual2 dengan ayah. I still can't forget how happy he was when he saw Iman at the hospital one week before he left all of us...

Ok, i'm gonna stop here .. :(

Semoga arwah ayah diletak dalam golongan orang-orang yg beriman... Al- Fatihah....

Part II

Dah lame tak update my Blog. Tak sempat nak continue my story about our trip to Perth. Ok lah.. let me make a conclusion about out family trip to Perth. It was fun... dapat bercuti2 bersama2 my beloved hubby & son. We didn't really explore Perth. Kalau nak diikutkan.. trip ni consider trip Iman lah jugak...
Can't really ikut sangat our plan because travel with little kid ni mmg mencabar sikit. We have to follow Iman's mood lah jugak.. Kalau tak.. mmg meragam.. n lagi susah me tgh2 pregnanti 5 bulan mase tu plak.
We went to the beaches.. all the playground mmg cool! tak de vandalisme langsung ok.. rasanya if kat Msia confirm playground tu dah rosak2 dah.. hehe.. Iman mmg seronok giler dpat main kat playground.. :)
Hermm ape lagi yer.. we went to Canversham Park.. quite cool gak.. then pusing2 kat area Fremantle.. and went for shopping at Perth City.. tak ingat plak name tmpt shopping tu... uhuhuh..
So.. nak ikut kan .. we had a fun trip to Perth.. dapat spent time with my family setelah penat2 bekerja kan...

Hari Pertama Di Perth

We went to Perth on 2nd May @ 0000 hrs (kalau tak silap). Nsb baik travel mlm at least Iman mmg tido lah all the way to Perth. Arrived @ Perth International Airport dlm 0530 hrs gak lah.. Went thru the immigration and custom smoothly.. walaupun kena rampas tuna mayonis cap ayam yg dibawa dari KL kononnya nak buat breakfast pagi tu.. terlupa plak.. yg mmg tak boleh bawa masuk pape dairy product or pape yg berkaitan ngan animal2 product ni to Oz.. Nsb baik Enfagrow Iman tak kena rampas.. hehe berguna gak baca2 blog ni.. walaupun ada je yg kena rampas dairy product eventhough dah declare dlm form. Yang paling suspen sekali masa scan bag yg kiteorg letak pampers iman untuk stock seminggu.. Tak tahulah mcmana rupenye bila scan bag tu.. glow2 kot.. Smpi custom officer tu siap tanya kiteorg lagi betul ke kiteorg yg pack bag tu.. kiteorg tau tak ape barang yg contain dlm bag tu.. mula2 cuak gak lah me n hubby. Sbb mmg kiteorg tau ape dlm bag , pampers iman utk seminggu.. bila buka je bag mmg confirm pampers.. Hehehe.. custom officer tu baik sebenarnye.. dia just bg tau kiteorg that is the normal procedure if diaorg nmpk benda2 yg pelik while scanning all the bags.

After went thru the custom, then kiteorg decided to take taxi nak pergi to our apartment kat Fremantle. Cuaca masa kat luar airport, mak ai .. bley tahan sejuk nya. Mengigil iman bila keluar dari aiport to taxi. The journey to our apartment took us around 45 minutes rasanya.. sepi je pagi tu almaklumlah kiteorg smpi hari sabtu.

Smpi je our apartment around 0715 hrs. Tuan rumah, Tracey& Craig mmg tengah tunggu kiteorg. Both of them mmg lovely. They ask us to use all bahan2 yg ada kat dapur. They even provided us with fresh milk and some cookies.. Then they just leave us once they give us the keys. Overall, the apartment was fantastic.. actually mcm studio je rumah yg kiteorg sewa.. but quite big jugak lah... semua nya ada.. :)

After letak all the barang2 then hubby decided pergi Fremantle market to find some food and breakfast.. Maklumlah.. smpi pun pagi.. and mmg tak de benda makan pape pun kat umah. Actually from our house to the fremantle market mmg dekat sangat.. walking distance gak lah..

We had tuna sandwich and crossaint for our breakfast @ capuccino street.. tmpt famous gak kat fremantle ni.. then tour around the fremantle market and grab some buah-buahan sikit and some roti utk stock kat rumah. Sempat lah jugak pusing2 kat area2 Fremantle ni. After pusing2 kiteorg decided balik ke umah. Pengsan gak kejap kat rumah smpi petang. :)

Then petang tu kiteorg decided to do some groceries shopping utk stock makanan seminggu. Luckly, Tracey left us with a map that shows us the location of the supermarket that we can do food hunting. Hehehhe.
We went to Woolworth aka mcm coldstorage lah jugak.. Beli lah barang2 utk dimasak.. Telur kat sini quite expensive.. hukhuk around AUS3 utk 12 biji... sbb tak ada daging halal kat sini..so just beli lah telur.. then cari frozen fish, squid and a few barang2 yg bley di masak kat rumah.. Lepas je tu terus menapak balik ke rumah. Huhuhu rumah kiteorg sewa ni consider atas bukit.. so mmg penat giler nak balik ke umah. Tak lah jauh mane pun dari bandar Fremantle ke umah kiteorg.. tp nak mendaki bukit tu.. mak aii.. mmg tido awal kiteorg mlm tu sbb kepenatan.. :)

Masa utk bercuti...

Dah lama betul tak update pape in the blog. Been very busy..dah almost 1 1/2 months with various kind of benda yg jadi.
Our beloved son dah 2 tahun dah, last month.... Sorry Iman, ibu n ayah tak sempat pun nak celebrate with u. I've planned to buat makan2 to invite my sista n my dad.. tp sbb banyak sangat benda yg berlaku for the past one month, semuanya tergendala.

My father-in-law went for a major operation last month, on 16th April. He had to lost his left leg due to the malignant scarcoma (betul ke ni..). A kinda of cancer jugak lah.
My husband dok berulang alik to his hometown quite often sblum ayah went for the operation. Then, middle of april kiteorg g husm, kubang kerian plak sbb ayah was admitted there. sort of every weekand mmg kiteorg tak de kat kl langsung pun. Kesian gak kat my hubby sbb dok berulang-alik from KL-KB.. tapi me never herd of him to merungut2 pun eventhou i knew that he's tired because travelling from KL-KB.
Really bersyukur dapat husband yg baik and very bertanggungjawab ni..

Tonite we will heading to Western Oz for cuti2 sebelum bermula kerja2 yg berlambak kat opis lepas ni.. semuga perjalanan kami diberkati oleh Nya dan semoga kami sekeluarga selamat tiba di Perth.

Today is Public Holiday for KL! Hoorayy!!

Today is public holiday for KL.. at last.. selama ni KL never get holiday for Thaipusam.. but luckly this year declare cuti for KL too..
Last Saturday celebrate birthday Mirul, Ida and Yaya. Long buat makan2 sikit at her house. Considered as family gathering jugak lah on that day.. :)

Today me and my hubby terlantar kat rumah.. My hubby demam.. 38.3oC.. kesian tgk my hubby.. while me..sore throat.. sakit kepala.. hemm.. pity to iman, i have to sent him to kak zura's house pagi ni sbb me tak larat langsung. Takut tak terlayan plak nanti. Hopefully both of us get better my today... huhu ..esk dah nak keje.. harap cepat baik... insya allah...

Gong Xi Fa Chai

Not to late to wish Gong Xi Fa Chai to my fellow friends... Me and family currently at hubby's hometown..Marang,Tganu. We arrived here saturday morning. Bercuti-cuti malaysia awal tahun ni lah katakan. People might question us why go for a long holidays early of the year? Hehhe.. this is because nak berehat2 sebab end of last year we didn't have the oppurtunity to go for a holiday.. So, because of the chinese new year and also Hari Wilayah which falls on the 1st Feb, we decided to add another 3 days so that we can get a very long... holidays. hehhe..

Our journey back to Marang was ok. On the LPT highway we bumped with a group of RXz's bikers. Quite a large group of them and this was the first time i saw the bikers did the superman style. They managed to changed the clutch just using their hand ok.. huhu... agak berani jugak lah .. and they were totally fast! Even when our meter struck 140km/hr.. they can still overtake us.. just imagine that. hermm..

We stop at Dungun for breakfast. The nasi lemak was fantastic. Unfortunately, Iman was still not well and he vomited on my nasi lemak's plate that morning. Pity my son. I still didn't know what's wrong with Iman. He had a high fever on last thrusday.. His temperature reached 39oC.

Yesterday, we thought that Iman was ok. He had fun with his uncle syafiq and also his appatite towards food was good. So, me and my husband thought that he had already recover from his sickness. Late at night, luckly both of us were not sleep yet, he vomited again. Kesian my son. Dunt know what's wrong with him. If he could tell me that he's not ok.. i'll will be happy because i know that he's not well.

Hermm.. some people say that maybe he knows that his ibu is currently carrying his adik.. that's why he's kinda protest in directly ? Hermm who knows ya? Yup, Allhamdulillah, this week is my 7th weeks of my pregnancy. :) My second pregnancy really make me almost flat in the morning. I have a morning sickness almost everyday compare to my 1st pregnancy. Allhamdulillah, i don't face any morning sickness while carrying Iman during the first pregnancy. Hope that it won't get worst for the first three months. Huhuh..

Today, we plan to give a visit to our Ayah Su (my husband uncle). Our Cik Su, had safe delivered her baby girl last two months if i'm not mistaken. Then we want to go to get some stuff for our home. I really like to shop while i'm in tganu and also the food here totally cheap ok! Huhuh..

Ok gtg now, will continue later.. maybe i'll post some of pictures that we took ya..

Selamat Tahun Baru

Akhirnya.. we have our own internet connection.. hehhe .. Dah almost 2 years we were using the free wireless kat rumah ni.. hehhe.. kalau ada line.. mmg bernasib baik.. Ingat lagi masa Iman dalam perut and i was still in the exploration team and we were drilling a well at that time .. bernasib baik lah the free internet connection was ok.. sepanjang2 masa drilling.. so me just monitor the well thru RTO je kat rumah. huhuh. Almaklumlah masa tu Iman dalam perut dah almost 8 months rasanya..

Rasanya tak terlewat dah wish my brother in law.. selamat bertunang.. :)
Sorry tak dapat balik kampung ya..

So, seronoks betul cuti2 kat rumah ni. ehhe.. Last Thursday, we went to KLIA. Parked our car at Putrajaya station and took the ERL to KLIA. The plan was to bawa Iman naik the ERL and showed him the aeroplane lah kan... Sampai je KLIA.. bawa si Iman tu Anjung Tinjau.. unfortunetly tak banyak plak plane yg landing.. Consider wrong timing jugak lah kan.. We had our lunch at McD.. Damned so expensive ok McD kat situ.. eventhou mmg dah budget pun mahal.. Otw balik ke sts putrajaya .. tak sangka plak terjumpe our gud fren yg keje kat miri.. Sha.. mmg tak budget langsung jumpa sha ni..

Ok, that was on Thursday... while on Friday plak.. mmg tak pergi kemana2 pun.. just stay at home and at last.. we have our own jam dinding! I know this sound ridiculous but thanks for my lovely hubby yg tolong drilled dinding and letak jam tu kat living hall, our room and iman's room. hehhe luv ya so much !!

Hari sabtu pun tak pergi mana2... except we went to the Mines naik motor Fame. Heheh..After magrib je terus g naik motor ngan Iman sekali.. hhehe Saje bawa Iman jejalan menikmati permandangan malam kat area rumah ni.. Sampai rumah pun almost 10pm, after we had the teh tarik and makan roti boom kat kedai mamak nearby our house..
Balik je terus pengsan si Iman.. and the next day nye .. (which is today lah kan) bangun lambat.. hehe almost 0830 hrs baru bangun si Iman.. cian anak ibu..


Today, we went to Ikea.. Jalan2 ... Smpi usha2 barang2 utk rumah.. hehhe.. Lama jugak kat Ikea tadi.. smbil melayan Iman lah jugak.. :)
Oklah.. dah penat ni.. ngan kaki2 sakit akibat berjalan2 tadi.. just wanna wish everybody selamat tahun baru!

I am Sick

Wah.. it has been ages tak update the latest cerita kat sini. Btw i think it's not too late to wish selamat hari raya to everyone. raya sebulan kan.. Talking about raya ni, this year raya tak happening langsung. Hubby and my son were sick during hari raya .. actually a day before hari raya both of them were sick already. My hubby had a neck injury while my son was having a fever + vomiting + diarrhoea untill 4th of raya. And the best part is.. after both of them recovering from their sick.. i was then fallen sick. Huhu.. mmg tak raya lah this year. We spent one week in kampung but not going anywhere .. hukhuk.. Ok..that is hari raya punya cerita..:)

Now, this week nya cerita plak.. :) Me and hubby jatuh sakit kembali.. hukhuk. since last monday till now. Dengan demamnya.. sakit tekak yg teramat sangat when coughing + selsema.. complete lah all the penyakit.. Dah both of us terbongkang kat umah.. luckly iman was not affected with the penyakit.. cuma selsema je .. Hopefully both of us are getting better tommorow.

Just wanna inform that one of my colleague Siti Aishah Osman has lost her beloved daughter last monday, if i am not mistaken.. May her soul rest in peace.. Al-Fatihah...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA :)

Tinggal lagi sehari je sebelum bulan Syawal tiba. Sempena bulan baik ni.. i would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya & Maaf Zahir dan Batin. Sebagai seorang insan di muka bumi Allah ni , sesungguhnya diri ini tidak akan lari dari melakukan kesilapan kerana sesungguhnya diri ini bukan lah sempurna. Sorry because lame sungguh tidak mengupdate blog ni sbb terlalu banyak sangat committment yg perlu dilunaskan dahulu di opis. huhuhu..
Actually, banyak cerita yg nak dikongsikan.. yer lah.. sblm puasa dulu ada fieldtrip to Redang.... sebelum trip to Redang ada trip to JB sempena majlis konvokesyen my brother in law.. .. ape lagi ek... hermm mcm2 jugak lah ...
Maybe one day i will share my experienced ms pegi Redang hari tu.. :)
Oklah cant talk much.. so, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.. yg memandu tu Berhati2 di jalan raya.. ingatlah org yg tersayang.. :)

Positive attitude

Terfikir sekejap is it fair to judge someone based on their appearance? Or by the person action you thought that you can know if the person is good or not? Hermm..entah lah.. adakah kita berhak untuk mengatakan sesorang itu adalah tidak baik walaupun kita tidak mengenali dirinya dengan lebih detail? Or adakah walaupun kita mengenali that person bertahun2 we assume that we really know this person? Hermm semuanya subjective kan. We assume that when the person we call best friends, meaning that she/he should understand us better ... or we should understand them better.. Unfortunately, sometime this theory is not practical at all. Hermm..

Another questions appeared again in my head, should we treat other ppl nice or should we just keep our distance from them? Put a barrier in front of us with a NO ENTRY sign so that ppl know that we are not interested to become their friend. Huhuhu.. Is it a healthy way of living? Well maybe not..

I am a bit frustrated right now... hehehe.. trying hard not to get this feeling distract my attention today. But .. me as a human being ..of course cant run away from it. I feel so guilty that when in this kinda situation, i started to think that maybe i'm not good enough to become a good person. Or maybe i am so baik hati and try to show that i care for others? Is good to become caring and concern person? Or i'm the one that's so perasan that i am concern towards other ppl while other ppl is not thinking the same wavelength as me. Aiya..susah lah plak if jadi perasan ni..hehhe

Sometime i feel so tired... tired of being such a "tak da perasaan"person. Tired of thinking positive towards all the obstacles that i am facing rite now..just wanna be orang biasa and luckily i have my family with me so that i can transfer all of the sadness energy to my little Iman. hehe.. Lagi best kan.. hahahha.. cheerss..

My Little Car

Today nak cerita pasal my little car. My beloved kelisa has been with me since 2005 till now. This kelisa is my 1st car lah..Hehe.. Bought this car rite after i recieved a letter of transfer from HR to Miri, Sarawak in 2005. Jauh dah perjalanan my kelisa ni. Bayangkan dah sampai Miri, Sarawak ok. Bought this is kelisa in KL and sent to Miri by cargo. Without this kelisa..mmg patah kaki jugak lah kat Miri dulu. :)

Trip to KK with all SKO frens in 2005 pun using this car. Jauh tu jalan .. Dari Miri ke Kota Kinabalu...Sabah. The journey to KK is almost 8 hours jugaklah from Miri. Kelisa ni jugak dah banyak kali masuk Brunei. Tak terkira berapa kali dah g Brunei sepanjang setahun dok kat Miri.

So skrg ni dah 3 tahun dah keta ni with me. Sekarang ni dah jadi second car dah. Eventhough dah jadi second car..tp ..berperanan penting oo.. Yer lah .. pagi2 nak hantar Little Iman to rumah Ibu Zura. Heheh.. Sayang gak lah kat kelisa ni.. almaklumlah ..dengan herga minyak yg tinggi ni.. mmg rasanya most of ppl kalau bley nak guna je keta kecik kan.

One of my dreams is to serahkan this car to Iman.. one day.. hhahha... if the car still good in condition. Ahaks..

Second day at home

ok.. today is the second day me at home. try to relax myself.. and to have a good rest. Hoping everything is ok tommorrow. My activity for today? Hermm.. i sent the little iman to Kak Zura's house around 8.30am. Breakfast n mandikan iman dulu then baru anta to kak zura's house. I didnt plan to stay with Iman today because takut if tak terlayan him. Still can feel the cramp n pain sekejap2.

I have been browsing thru the internet on how to mencantikkan my blog ni. hahhaa.. yer lah mana ada masa to mengupgradekannye kan. Ni consider luckylah dpt stay at home without Iman around. So, time ni lah nak godek2 to find out about this thing kan.. heheh..ada lah amik ilham dari blog kengkawan yg lain. hehhe as a guide lah kan

Thinking of masak today. Teringin sgt nak masak ketam masak lemak cilipadi.. Unfortunately.. ketam tarak dlm fridge.. yg ada cuma sotong jer.. but aisey..santan n cilipadi plak tarak. Hermm.. malas nak g jejalan lagi hari ni sbnrnye. Yesterday pun g the Mines sbb lapo bebenor tgh hari. Nak masak tp tak larat, so just started the car n vromm towards the Mines..Tp terlupalah plak nak beli santan n cilipadi smlm.. huhuh.. ada gaya kena kuar g mini market kat depan nanti kot.. heheh

Tp mcm malas plak nak kuar beli barang2 tu.. hemm. masak ape yg ada lah dalam fridge tu... oklah.. let me post a few pics of iman irfan... gambar ni kat alamanda putrajaya. Susah dah sekarang ni nak amik gmbar iman ni.. tak leh duduk diam.. asyik lari2 je.. tak leh dok diam

Baju oshkosh ni aunty Tuty yg belikan masa aunty Tuty g philipines ari tu.. Tq yer aunty tuty :)

**sigh**

I was just browsing thru my email at home when i noticed one email from Mimi, XPG's secreatary. the title of the email makes me quickly click to the email to find out the news.
quite sad when reading thru the email. They cancelled the familyday due to the latest current situation! I think all staff looking forward for this event because all of us is totally tired and need some rest selepas bekerja 2 bulan tanpa cuti (no public holidays ok since june till august.. 31st august baru public holiday tau!)Huhuhu.. a bit frustated with the current situation. Ppl keep on blaming Petronas for the increasing of oil price. It's not us to be blame OKAY! Well me not mad with the management to cancel the trip because maybe they worried with our safety.
But when the reason of cancelling the trip is due to the current situation.. me terus bengang with org yg dok tuduh Petronas bukan2.

Honestly, since the oil price hike.. and semua isu2 psl subsidi minyak ni membuat kan me terus backing Petronas like hell. I even dpt this email yg diforwardkan among Petronas's staff written by Wan Normalissa from Syabas. This person senang2 je mengutuk2 staff Petronas sewenang2 nye. Ckp Petronas amik duit rakyat lah.. the same thing what other ppl think about Petronas.
Sedih bcause semua org tak tau yg betapa kami bekerja bagai nak rak. Yg kerja kat offshore n plant n kat mana2 lah semuanye terdedah dengan risky kematian. Ingat naik choppper tu selamat ke? Duduk kat plant tu selamat? Semuanye tu high risk. But all of us sanggup berkerja utk mencari minyak utk negara. But in return.. mcma ni lah kami semua kena.

Org tak tau kot yg kami ni bayar petrol, mcm org biasa gak. Bayar RM2.7o per liter . Mana dapat diskaun2 ni.. not like other oil&gas kompeni yg ada bg diskaun card for staff. Org ingat kami yg kerja kat KLCC ni hebat . Tp org tak tau.. kami staff pun kena bayar gak parking keta kl klcc ni. Mana ada dapat parking free kat Petronas Twin Towers ni eventhough name nye Petronas Twin Towers n staff petronas still kena bayar parking sendiri. Mana dapat subsidi.
Tp kompeni oil&gas lain ada lah gak bagi elaun parking or parking utk staff diaorg.

The conclusion is.. stop blaming us and Petronas for the increasing of petrol. Kami sesungguhnye bekerja utk negara gak. Kami pun sayang kan Malaysia. So dunt put the blame on us!

Hope

Salamz.... hari ni dapat MC for 2 days dari Dr Ashar.. hukhuk.. risau sbnrnye ni...Yesterday after lunch je rasa pain kat sebelah kiri ..which is Dr Emma said it could probably something related to the ovari .... sbnrnye pain ni dah rasa since last month. Mmg rasa bengkak sangat kat side kiri dekat area2 ovari tu lah kan. Mula2 ingat bley tahan.. then jumpe Dr kat Klinik Kita kat Tmn Cheras Perdana.. doktor bagi ubat suruh makan . Yang paling bestnye keesokkan harinya.. datang period.
So.. me buat my own conclusionlah kan.. maybe nak period kot that's why bengkak jer n rasa cramp2 sikit.

Tp, the same thing occured again this month. Eventhough dah hbs period ..tp still ada discharge. So, me still think positive lah.. terus g twin tower medical centre jumpe Dr Emma, then Dr Emma ckp.. u need to see gynea sbb benda2 ni kena jumpe diaorg terus. Then, me book my appoitment with Dr Ashar on ths 14th July. Ramai sgt org so tak dapat lah kan this week..But yesterday, the pain is much more worse lah kan... Terus call sayang n mtk tlg anta to Ampang Puteri..
Dengan membonceng motosikal nye terus g Ampang Puteri. Well actually sayang wanted to take a cab but me refused takut tak smpt jumpe Dr Ashar before 4pm.

At the clinic, me still think positive for what had happen kan.. masuk je bilik Dr Ashar, terus Dr scan.. but due to lack of urine tak berapa nampak lah pape pun.. huhu.. lupe plak nak minum air bebanyak sblm g jumpe Dr. Then bile masuk camera ikut bawah pun tak nmpk pape.. n mmg bleeding sikit lah masa masuk kamera tu.. He took some sample and suruh wat blood test. Huhuh..
He told me that takut mengandung luar rahim jer.. Huhuh.. harap semuanya ok..That's why me at home today and tomorrow.. need to take some rest.. and this coming thursday morning ada appoitment ngan Dr Ashar for the result..

Herm.. sebenarnye dlm hati ni tuhan je lah tau how i felt skrg ni. Tp malas nak pikir pape.. try to think positive yg semuanye Ok.. yer lah coz me dah wat pregancy test kat rumah, tp result negative. tak lah fikir pape sgtkan.. tp bila dah tetiba discharge lame sgts hukhuk.. tak tau lah ape nak cakap. Cuma dapat berdoa agar result hari Khamis ni, tak da benda yg merisaukan.. insya allah..