Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Hope

Salamz.... hari ni dapat MC for 2 days dari Dr Ashar.. hukhuk.. risau sbnrnye ni...Yesterday after lunch je rasa pain kat sebelah kiri ..which is Dr Emma said it could probably something related to the ovari .... sbnrnye pain ni dah rasa since last month. Mmg rasa bengkak sangat kat side kiri dekat area2 ovari tu lah kan. Mula2 ingat bley tahan.. then jumpe Dr kat Klinik Kita kat Tmn Cheras Perdana.. doktor bagi ubat suruh makan . Yang paling bestnye keesokkan harinya.. datang period.
So.. me buat my own conclusionlah kan.. maybe nak period kot that's why bengkak jer n rasa cramp2 sikit.

Tp, the same thing occured again this month. Eventhough dah hbs period ..tp still ada discharge. So, me still think positive lah.. terus g twin tower medical centre jumpe Dr Emma, then Dr Emma ckp.. u need to see gynea sbb benda2 ni kena jumpe diaorg terus. Then, me book my appoitment with Dr Ashar on ths 14th July. Ramai sgt org so tak dapat lah kan this week..But yesterday, the pain is much more worse lah kan... Terus call sayang n mtk tlg anta to Ampang Puteri..
Dengan membonceng motosikal nye terus g Ampang Puteri. Well actually sayang wanted to take a cab but me refused takut tak smpt jumpe Dr Ashar before 4pm.

At the clinic, me still think positive for what had happen kan.. masuk je bilik Dr Ashar, terus Dr scan.. but due to lack of urine tak berapa nampak lah pape pun.. huhu.. lupe plak nak minum air bebanyak sblm g jumpe Dr. Then bile masuk camera ikut bawah pun tak nmpk pape.. n mmg bleeding sikit lah masa masuk kamera tu.. He took some sample and suruh wat blood test. Huhuh..
He told me that takut mengandung luar rahim jer.. Huhuh.. harap semuanya ok..That's why me at home today and tomorrow.. need to take some rest.. and this coming thursday morning ada appoitment ngan Dr Ashar for the result..

Herm.. sebenarnye dlm hati ni tuhan je lah tau how i felt skrg ni. Tp malas nak pikir pape.. try to think positive yg semuanye Ok.. yer lah coz me dah wat pregancy test kat rumah, tp result negative. tak lah fikir pape sgtkan.. tp bila dah tetiba discharge lame sgts hukhuk.. tak tau lah ape nak cakap. Cuma dapat berdoa agar result hari Khamis ni, tak da benda yg merisaukan.. insya allah..

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