Batuk...

Today i'm on MC. Had a bad cough last nite smpi tak bley tido... At one time i woke up nangis sbb sakit sangat batuk and tak bley tido langsung.. Smpikan my hubby tolong sapukan vicks kat blkg badan. Dah almost 3 weeks dah batuk ni. Yg paling tak tahan because i'm 31 weeks pregnant jer... everytime batuk.. dengan perut2 tegang... huhuh... Dah makan the antibiotics... ubat selsema.. ubat batuk... ubat kahak... tp tak jalan jugak. Dat's why today decided to see Dr Balbinder balik.. Thinkin of going to APSH tp takut kena tahan hospital plak..
Spmi jer kat klinik Dr Balbinder quite suprised because me still tak baik2 lagi batuk.. so when he checked my lung.. dia kate mcm dah bunyi2 asthma plak.. terus suruh amik nebulizer.. mmg lepas amik je benda ni..rasa lega gile nak nafas... huhuhu..
Balik dari klinik terus g tapau nasi kat kedai mamak and had brunch at home around 11am.. then terus pengsan.. mengqada balik tidur ku...
Huhuhuh mmg tough gak 2nd pregnancy kali ni.. harap2 .. my baby selamat dilahirkan ke dunia ni bulan semilan ni.. :)

Kehilanganmu amat dirasai...

Today dah almost 2 weeks arwah my father-in-law passed away. Agak terasa kehilangan ayah (panggilan kepada my father-in-law). Arwah ayah meninggal disebabkan kanser. The growth of the cancer totally fast. Roughly setahun jugak lah kanser ni exist.
Eventhough baru tiga tahun lebih kenal ayah, but kehilangan ayah betul2 membuatkan me feel sedih. I will always remember ayah as seorang yg amat tegas but baik hati, caring... Still remember the first time when i went to my hubby's house selepas sesi perkenalan ayah&mak with my family, I didn't feel as a stranger at all. Ayah & mak treat me as their daughter. Tak rasa kekok pun nak bersembang ngan ayah & mak eventhough baru je kenal.

Sepanjang 3 tahun perkahwinan me, ayah & mak selalu jugak turun KL especially lepas ayah pencen dari pengetua. Kalau cuti sekolah mmg tak sah tak turun KL. Ayah totally closed with my son, Iman. Setiap kali we went back to kampung, Iman cepat rapat with ayah. Dengan nenek, lambat sikit. Yer lah, arwah ayah selalu bawa Iman pagi2 tengok ayam, beruk, jalan-jalan sekitar kg...

Sepanjang arwah ayah sakit, mak lah yang setia menjaga ayah. Dari sebelum ayah potong kaki kiri to reduced his pain smpi lah sehingga ayah meninggal dunia. I really salute mak for her patient and i do hope i can be isteri solehah like mak too.. Mak tak kisah pun tido kat hospital sepanjang ayah di hospital. Kami yang anak-anak ni yang risau akan kesihatan mak while taking care of ayah at hospital.

I really gonna miss ayah so much... He always give a good adviced bila berbual2 dengan ayah. I still can't forget how happy he was when he saw Iman at the hospital one week before he left all of us...

Ok, i'm gonna stop here .. :(

Semoga arwah ayah diletak dalam golongan orang-orang yg beriman... Al- Fatihah....

Part II

Dah lame tak update my Blog. Tak sempat nak continue my story about our trip to Perth. Ok lah.. let me make a conclusion about out family trip to Perth. It was fun... dapat bercuti2 bersama2 my beloved hubby & son. We didn't really explore Perth. Kalau nak diikutkan.. trip ni consider trip Iman lah jugak...
Can't really ikut sangat our plan because travel with little kid ni mmg mencabar sikit. We have to follow Iman's mood lah jugak.. Kalau tak.. mmg meragam.. n lagi susah me tgh2 pregnanti 5 bulan mase tu plak.
We went to the beaches.. all the playground mmg cool! tak de vandalisme langsung ok.. rasanya if kat Msia confirm playground tu dah rosak2 dah.. hehe.. Iman mmg seronok giler dpat main kat playground.. :)
Hermm ape lagi yer.. we went to Canversham Park.. quite cool gak.. then pusing2 kat area Fremantle.. and went for shopping at Perth City.. tak ingat plak name tmpt shopping tu... uhuhuh..
So.. nak ikut kan .. we had a fun trip to Perth.. dapat spent time with my family setelah penat2 bekerja kan...